A blog about my cutie pies (doggies) Peapea and Buibui
I'm still in the midst of shifting my content from my old blog...

Wednesday, June 24, 2015

Why we only got 100 year or less?

Why do we only live around 75-90+ on average?? Personally I find that this is a really really short period of time for a person to learn about themselves ... I'm in my mid 30s and I still have no idea what I want in my live.

I know I'm lazy but when I put my heart into something, I will be the most hardworking person you've ever met! But there isn't much stuff that interests me that MUST to turn me into a workaholic these days.

I don't like meeting NEW peoples (it's hard to admit but it scares me a lot.. I can be very open about things, laugh and joke about it with family and friends that I'm close with.. but when I meet someone new... it's sooo hard for me to open up!! I can't talk and think when I'm around new peoples!

Lately, I have been thinking about a lot of stuff... I know I know quite a bit of stuff (kinda know a little of everything) but not good enough to be Pro.

I enjoy

Art (drawing)

Singing (I think I(anyone) can be good if I(they) practise a lot.. but I'm lazy and I don't sing often to train my vocal cord enough)

Writing (I'm suck at it.. but I super love the feel of writing)

I love typing (the joy when my fingers hiting the keyboard)

Piano (I wanna learn but never really start learning)

Swimming (I was once pretty good.. then I got fat and eczema on my knees have keep me around from my swimsuit!! If only we can swim in T-shirt and tights)

I have been thinking maybe I should start learning Math again... I love the idea of solving question
Drawing.. I havent hold a pencil for ages and I guess maybe I can start doing it again?

I think this gonna takes me a while to figure things out...
I seriously have no idea what interests me anymore!!!