Action speak louder then words especially on FAKER!

Your actions speak louder then your fake words!

I don't base my relationships with what I can benefits from each others! (Full stop)

Although, my dad always say.... 
friends are always using each others! I do agree on a certain parts, like I need friends so that I got someone to talk to... to share my problems... accompany me when I lonely... well if this is "using each others" I don't mine at all!! I'm willing to let you make use of me ^_^ (lolx)

I guess, I'm blessed... because fair weather "friends" will auto leave me so that I won't have to make a choice of trying... I normally close one eye or avoid subjects~ (avoid talking about stuff you don't like~)  Avoiding might not be good for any type of relationships... but what to do?!?! I hate creating conflict. (I know some say they hate confrontation... but isn't creating conflict is a form of making confrontation? I will sure want an explaination.. if it's involve me)

I simply hate that I cannot be 100% in front of anyone.. just cause they don't like certain part of me...

100% doesn't means I have to tell you everything.... it just means I can be comfortable being with you without having to "think twice" of what I'm saying.. cos we knew each others well that we know it doesn't means anything offensive!

When I comfortable with someone.. I will be very relax and say whatever I wanna say.. .I pretty straight forwards...  I won't try to be another person.... I'm don't fake myself up so that other ppls will like me! (If I'm not too close with you.. I'm normally pretty shy~ lolx me shy.. what do to.. I'm born that way! Hahahahhaa)

I also don't get it why I have to tell YOU everythings... 

some stuff I don't wish to share ... 

especially when stuff doesn't involve YOU!!!!!

I can do million stuff in a day.. but I choose to tell YOU one.. just cause YOU asked... I don't feel the need to report everything to you... 

So in your mindset... if  I never tell you, it just means that I'm lying?!?!!?
(What a stupid and childish behavious!!!!! You act like an idiot!!!)

I don't lie (I don't find there's a need to lie anyway)... I just never say... I don't even tell my sisters or parents my each and every moves.....  I just don't get it why I have to tell YOU everything when you ask??

OK, this is just a random fussing.. 

I'm just dumping everything I'm not happy with "friendships"!!
This is not based on ONE person..... I guess, I do have a certain magnet that always attract the same type of "Peoples" ....(Need to phase this part ... because I know someone  LOVE to assume !!!)

I think I should trust my instinct... cos what they are will always be what they are...

I don't wanna have another friends that base their friendship on priority or benefits... Who are you that I have to give you the priority or any benefits?!?! 

I give, I bring, I smile, I say, I love ...

cos I want to.. not because I have to....

Priority = Family